Thursday, April 14, 2011

Pathetic in my own dreams.

Last night I dreamt about doing my laundry and texting my Hebrew Friend. Wow what a dream! I should have just stayed awake and done my laundry for all the great sleep I got. I've definitely entered "Last Weeks of School" phase where I developed sleep anxiety and start focusing on my hair. Last year I plucked out all the hair on my shin as a stress mechanism and this year I've been picking out split ends and damaged strands like it's my job. Disgusting and weird, but I figure it's better than stress eating and purging. I only have three more serious weeks, but until then I'm going to be a zombie form trying to get everything done and then worrying myself awake at night.

Last night I purposefully set aside eight glorious sleeping hours for myself. I wanted to be in bed and asleep by ten thirty. Total fail, I got sleepy ended up texting Yonni because I'm a selfish girl and then started to get snoozy. I forgot that I texted Yonni and that my phone was on full volume so when he texted back (he has good phone etiquette) it freaked me out and left me wide awake ad unable to get back to sleep for several hours. When I finally did get to sleep I dreamt that I was doing my laundry and texting Yonni. I don't remember talking about anything exciting however, Yonni did tell me that he found a cache of hot Eastern European women from Yale that like ice cream. Even in my own dreams my life is pathetic.

Last year I remember dreaming about Boyajian and dinosaurs for three weeks. "Last Weeks of School" phase is going to kill me.