Monday, February 7, 2011

Fantastic Day

Today was the best day in a while. It started out super rough, I had intended to stay up all night but then I passed out around 4am and woke up at 7:30 and then fell asleep until 8:40am, way past when I was supposed to get up. I eventually made it to school, got all of my homework done before each class without falling asleep. I even got a chance to exercise, do my laundry, make a real dinner, and give myself a pedicure. I haven't done it in a while, but my brush skills are still pretty intact. I've finished the fifth season of Weeds and will be in bed by 10pm. I haven't done that since last year. Amazing.

Tomorrow I'm thinking if I can get up in time I may go down to Penn and skate during their open freestyle time. I already skate there on Thursday morning for hockey and the rink is not bad at all. I will have to make a trip down to Aston to get my skates cleaned up and get some new hard guards and soakers. I miss figure skating and I haven't been since early high school. It should be interesting to see how bad my flexibility has changed and whether or not my leg muscles can stand up against jumping.

Tomorrow I also get done with class at 11am and intend to go running do some homework and catch up on all of the television that I didn't watch last week. I fully intend to finish season six of Weeds by Wednesday and have all of my homework for Friday completed. This week is going to be a good week ending with me getting paid twice and a super awesome weekend! Plans have yet to be made but I'm just going to go with it. Seven days till Marg's 21st!
I can't sleep. I'm exhausted and I need the sleep. It's been ages since I've had a regular sleep schedule, but try as I might I can't get back on track. It's too early to have stress, but I think that that's what I'm suffering from. I just want to have a good cry too. Crying helps get it out, but I can't even do that. I've been able to work up a sob or too. I need to hit a wall or something, but I'm worried that that may happen somewhere inappropriate like work or school. Both places I could fake it, but I can't chance it. I just want to sleep and cry. And eat a banana. I want an Esteban to rub my back and pet my head. A cup of tea would be nice too.